Dark Soul

Nothing this beautiful could be this wrong

He could get lost in her eyes for hours, she was PERFECT

But poison ran through her veins

She was a dark soul

Engulfing his innocence

Dragging him further into the depths of her deception

He was slowly becoming exactly what she wanted him to be

Lustful, Sinful, Fearless

Little did he know there was a higher power,

Watching him being drowned by this dark soul!


If Mirrors Could Talk


You are Special!

Each and every hair, laughter line, beauty spot

Is placed perfectly to make you you

Where you see stretch marks

I see a woman who pushed aside her body goals

To love a baby immensely

That chipped nail polish is okay,

Portraits with imperfections are usually the most highly valued!

But more importantly,

You have an inner beauty that outshines even the most gorgeous of women.

For physical beauty fades,

Yours is eternal.

You do not need the makeup,

Your skin is radiant with a glow of life.

Stop staring at your reflection!

You are perfect!

What is a relationship?

What is the first thing you think about when considering a relationship:

  1. Money
  2. Sex
  3. Friendship
  4. Career
  5. Whether your pet cat likes him??

Well… in the beginning it was sex for me! I mean, I have to know if we are compatible I don’t want to have to fake an orgasm every time he tries to do his business and lays on top of me one minute later….. Eish! I mean, sex to me was how to end an argument, the perfect present when you forget a birthday and even how to occupy those boring rainy days! Sex is the PERFECT TOOL. Boy was I in for a shock!

It started off with a glance in his direction then we exchanged a few texts and before I knew it, I had met the love of my life. Sounds like smooth sailing yeah? Nope! He hit me with the “no sex before marriage”. Wait? What? Hold on, did I hear correctly? I actually burst into tears and I remember thinking “Is there something wrong with me?” A guy wanted to be with me… just me! Spending time with me loving who I am and all I could worry about is if it was because I was not attractive! I wasn’t interesting! I wasn’t fun to be around! I told the same stories and the same jokes. There was nothing new… well so I thought. My tool had been successfully confiscated. HELP!

I can’t lie that this lifestyle was my choice. HELL NO! But I can’t help but think it was fate. I had recently broken up with my ex who had cheated on me with multiple women.  I mean… they were all shades and sizes as long as you were a woman he was interested. This journey I was beginning will help me gain back my confidence k now that I actually was interesting and bubbly. I was a catch! And so it begins. This is my story.